Sunday

I just did my part. I loved her immensely. I will continue to love her, forever! She imbibes great bit of happiness inside me. I crave for her. Though I could not express this to her. Love. 

-- Sonam

D-Day

Yesterday it was, 23rd of June - I spoke about my feelings to her. She patiently listened to me.
I just surrendered. It was too long a time I waited. It was just unbearable.

Spoke just a few lines. Although I had a million more lines in my head. What I could not , however, say was - I love her so much. And that I want to spend a beautiful life with her. I can spend the rest of my life watching her, watching TV. I just cannot ever make her sad. All I  know, is I have never ever loved anyone as much, before.

What she said? Nothing.

And today was a mute day. Inside me, there was immense restlessness.

Love!
Sonam

The first day

It is not that I will be writing a blog entry for the first time. But the idea is to write my journal.

After the meaningless and painful 9 hours in the office, we had some real fun. There was this party today and things were exhilarating. Ate a lot, drank optimum. Finally lying on my bed and planning to sleep.

Yes, this is worth mentioning. At around 4 while we were having tea, a call came from an unexpected number.

After hearing the voice, I realized it was R. The voice was so refreshing, she sounded so happy that it induced something great inside of me. I did not tell it to anyone. Just kept it to myself. But this was my longest conversation with her over phone. I know, she will never accept me, but still, I just don't want to give up.

Rest tomorrow!

Love.

Sonam